Cold ( Open letter )

Oh remember, i am walking down the lane

Watching all happening around, including you

My watch stops at 11:40pm and i cried 

My tears freezed and heart stopped

My blood pumped high, my veins shrunken;

My brain zoned out but dreams all alive.

Your eyes never try to find me out

Even i was infront of you

You were you always in your ownself

I was trying and joking to het attention all around

I didn't failed a single chance

But you never tried to find it out

The cold hands of yours and unwritten letters of mine

The unwanted me in your life

You still wants me to stick around

You are gathering roses in winters

Pale skin , Rich memories the time is about to end

I wish I could stop the time and see you more

To taste the sweet dew of your love

I still smell fragrance of yours in my life